I'm feeling strange. I'm tired of the distance. The distance I'm creating too. I feel distant, so I'm staying distant. I haven't been on wordpress in ages. Some of that is for good reasons - it's been pesach - passover - here, and busy. It's good that I'm not online much. Some of it is…
Rambling update – he betrayed me and therapy
I've been feeling way too self conscious to post. Also feel as though I've nothing to say, so why'm I bothering? I'm sad. Today I realised that RR either broke my trust or lied to me. I always knew it but I never allowed myself to think about it for he gave me so much,…
The climb
The graph. I asked someone if she'd tell me how she did it. She replied that it's not as though she took steps, one step leading to the next. She didn't climb up the stairs one at a time. It was more like up, down, all the way up, and all the way down. I've…
And so the journey begins – or continues…
I'm creating this as another blog site. I wonder if it's a good idea or not. I wonder if I'm crazy. I wonder if I'll regret it. The past week so much has been going through my mind. I've been struggling a lot and a lot has happened - in my head - and I've…
Journey to life 