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Protected: Ramblings.
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Thoughts.
I'm sad. Someone messaged me a really gorgeous message that it's been a while since they've heard from me and they're a little worried and could I please respond. No pressure but yes pressure. I'm sad. I'm sad I scared her. I don't even know if she was scared. I remember TC telling me when…
At the moment…
I'm not rereading this. Blaming it on the hour. Trigger warning. I just want to put this down. Today has been long. R'R asked a charity here if they can help. Why does he care??? So had work this morning, then filled out this online link, work, people. Then. Last week I took a blood…
When there’s nothing to say…
Trigger warning suicidality. ... the past week has been chaotic. Chaotic is an understatement. And there is no way I'd ever write in public what I'm thinking or doing at the time. I wouldn't even wrote it in password protected posts. Because they could be read. Even though I know most people don't read them.…
I've an appointment with the CMHT (community mental health team) tomorrow morning - this morning really. My alarm is set for about 6.5 hours from now. Was messing with burning which I don't count as burning because it doesn't scar. Finally stopped. I don't feel nervous at all. I guess I am in some way.…
In a years time I want to…
I'd appreciate thoughts. I think I'm being really realistic here although it's noncomprehensive as was just writing (I can only 'just write', I don't know how to edit or alter what I say. I only know how to just let my pen or in this case finger talk). I think it's realistic because I didn't…
LTM: 14th September 2020
Dear E Welcome to a new day. Of possibility. Of hope. Of sunshine. I just wanted to drop you a line to tell you how proud I am of you.I'm proud that you're here.I'm proud of you for choosing life, or not choosing death- the easy way out.I'm proud of you for practicing mindfulness.I'm proud…
Journaling 103 (10) Trigger Warning
Wrote this for an Instagram story. Edit. MBSR course going well. Weeks been way too hard (as all those whose posts I always comment on - I tend to comment on every post of my folliqers/following will know I haven't been reading much). CMHT app in 2.5 weeks. Had my friends sign up for the…
Journaling 103 (9) TW
I've nothing to say. I wrote 2 more pages in my gratitude journal. Aiming for 2700 for when I'm 27. I'm weird. This is one of the things I journalled about today. I see myself to getting to 2700 gratitudes. I don't know if there's a point buying new things or getting the tooth work…
Journey to life 