I’m thinking…. should I discard my stash?

What if I fall? Oh, my darling, what if you FLY?

I'm thinking, in theory, maybe, perhaps - the theoretically, potentially, possibly, perhaps, kinda maybe - to ask my friend to throw away the cocodamol I have in my draw when I'm away. It's just a thought. It would probably be good for me not to have 1k++ in my draw. If only I'd have that…

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Ramble 36895.

Today is a new day. Exhausted. I'm finding work really long.... I'm enjoying some of what I do, not all. I think if I ever feel like I'm getting somewhere with one of my groups then I'll be happy. I just find them draining because it drags and I feel like I'm getting absolutely nowhere.…

What are your reasons not to self harm?

This is a question for anyone who has ever used or engaged with anything negative that they've stopped or want to. If you don't mind sharing I'd love to hear, what are your reasons? I'm choosing self harm for the title for that's what I want to do now. Not like I haven't been until…

TW: Thinking about the thoughts of using.

Trigger warning. Please do not read this if it could trigger or disrupt you in any way. I was thinking. About how much I think about using cocodamol. Just a few. Just to see if it helps. I liked bgddyjim's post. It got me thinking. How using, which I think of so often, even just…

Random life update

Today's been one of those long/short days. It's been a good day. A day I spent reading. A day I kept shabbat. I often haven't kept it, I've read on my phone, or turned on the light, or anything. Recently I haven't kept it. Whether I'm able to or not actually reflects the headspace I'm…