Suicide. It's a word that scares many and brings hope to others. I started my blog elizareasonstolive (which for now is down) when I wanted to focus on the reasons to live, rather than reasons to die. I would post reasons to live, at the same time as doing things to end my life. I…
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I can't go to sleep... So am writing. I need to sleep. I've a phone therapy appointment tomorrow that I don't know anything about. The referral is from last year. I don't know if I want therapy. But being open to the universe and all, if the universe sends me something I'll take it. Or…
Dialogue with myself re self harm
I wrote this out last night (including these bracketed annotations that explain all that I mean), and it got deleted (thanks wordpress), so I'm writing it out again. I wrote to myself which didn't help at all, so decided to try this. Eliza, what is going on? I want to burn myself So why aren't…
Random ramblings 89. Part 2 (teaching)
The number 89 is arbitrary. Just the number I chose on. I always title my random ramblings with numbers. Like 27615, 289201, 58217. I could find them all, but.... ya know. Change. Life is full of change. And I'm seeing the change. I'm seeing the positive. Yet. Yet. Yet. I guess this is why I…
Random ramblings 89. Part 1
I don't really know what I want this post to be about. Or what it will be about. Hence the title. My world is a pretty weird place at the moment. And there is a knock on the door. But I'm not sure who is there. I'll go see if it's someone I'm happy to…
Journey to life 