This little boy knows he can do ANYTHING! What about us?? https://www.instagram.com/p/CDJ8GqQDmFN/?igshid=5oymkhjaax1y Love, light and glitter To join sunday sunshine and sparkles just share something that you think brings sunshine into the world, and share it or link it....
Journaling 103 (6) What do I need in order for it to change?
I dialogue journalled last night for at least a couple hours. There's both what I need in order to stop, and what I need or needs to change so that I don't need the destruction. In order to stop I just need support. What that would look like is people checking in with me. Believing…
Trigger warning.
Not for under 18s. There's nothing to write for it's all just lies and more lies. I don't know what's reality and what's not. What's reality? Right now I'm sitting on the floor leaning against my bed. I feel the floor. I feel the bed. I feel tears in my eyes. I see the screen.…
Letter to myself: 16th August 2020. I love you and I’m glad you’re here.
Dear E I'm glad you're here. I'm grateful to be on this journey. And I'm hopeful for where this journey could lead. I'm with you always E, and I will be with you always. Through the ups and through the downs. Keep rebuilding. Take the pieces and create something new. You get to choose what…
Is this what staying with reality looks like?
This is what I wrote on instagram now. The last line is what I'm thinking about here. (It will be easier to understand if you've read what I wrote here.) I said that the truth is I still don't know what to do with myself. I've woken myself up, but I haven't done anything. What…
Sitting with reality
Something just happened. It huts too close to home for me to write about it yet. And, I don't know how to handle it or what to do with myself. I don't feel anything for it would hurt too much so it doesn't yet hurt at all. Just sitting with itJust being with itThe I…
Letter to myself: 12th August 2020. I’m with you.
Dear E I'm here. I'm with you. I'm sorry I can't take your pain away. I can be with you. I am with you. I will be with you. I can't ease the pain. I can, am, and will stay with you through it. You will get past it E. Life, just living, doesn't always…
Random.
Today was a calmer day. Used less cocodamol. Swept a bit the mess I made last night with what I did. Ate too much (for what I feel I should eat. Honestly I'm also grateful I ate more than I wanted to). Not sure how come I've used less but I did. Tried to get…
Sunday Sunshine and Sparkles – the dog and the butterflies.
Have you ever wanted to see a dog and butterflies play together? Milo is friends with the Monarch butterflies, as you can read about on bored panda. Or you can watch Milo with the monarchs on Instagram. https://www.instagram.com/p/CBfs5uXlleu/?igshid=1mwextmbz7822 I'd love you to share or link your sunshine and sparkle posts... Love, light and glitter
It’s okay
It's okayIt's okay to be tiredIt's okayIt's okay to be wiredIt's okay for it to hurtIt's okay to want to give upIt's okay to disassociateIt's okay for it to be too muchIt's okayIt's okay to be youIt's okay to be realIt's okay to doIt's okayIt's okay if othersCan't understandIt's okay if you never doAll that…
Journey to life 