Random thoughts/update. TW.

I'm trigger warning this because I have no idea what I'll be writing and I don't need to filter what I say. It's easier for me to just write. SG I trust you to choose. This week has been long. I slept last night! I woke up a few times but I actually slept. That's…

How do you perceive the world?

I just wrote this. Not sure what I'm trying to say with it .. Sometimes I feel like everyone sees things so differently to me. I just saw a post on Instagram about fat phobia and my only thought was, but why would someone think or feel that way? Like obviously everyone likes everyone and…

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Do I password protect my last posts?

I'm thinking about this. About password protecting my last posts. Because they're on the darker side and that's not what my blog is meant to be about. I don't care for my sake if they're up. I posted them, and it helped me to write, and you people here have been invaluable. Thank you for…

Today has been today.

Today has been. Today. Today has been today. How profound is that? This morning I was messaging TC (a friend) which was good. T always makes me smile. Even just thinking of her. And she shared something cool with me. This morning as in my kind of 'morning'. This afternoon went out. Was just really…

Is suicide the solution?

Suicide. It's a word that scares many and brings hope to others. I started my blog elizareasonstolive (which for now is down) when I wanted to focus on the reasons to live, rather than reasons to die. I would post reasons to live, at the same time as doing things to end my life. I…

Random thoughts

I don't know if I should write this or not. But it's probably better to than thinking about it. Just a lot of thoughts coming together to create a picture. Yesterday I was telling my sister that my parents should have known I was physically sensitive. I didn't know this until a couple weeks ago…

How do you identify yourself?

Just a thought. Trying to clarify this in my mind. There's a lot of darkness. There's a lot of negativity. Some of the choices I'm making really are not the best. However, and this is a big point, I get to choose what I identify with. How I identify myself. What choices define me and…