Tried to sleep but was thinking and shaking so was up. I'm not sure if I should really post this. I'm stupid. Still shaking after an hour plus. It gets annoying when it goes on and there's no discernable cause. So I went onto my private diary to write about it for tired of whinging…
Loneliness, distance, I wouldn’t know how to define what I mean.
I'm in tears. That's actually a good thing. A good thing coz' it means I'm living with what is. I don't know why I'm crying. Just, sad. Feeling overwhelmed and really alone. Was thinking earlier about people. I wrote some of it down. I wonder if I'm crazy. It's not that. I don't wonder that.…
Ramble 157
This post has ended up being an entirely long ramble that I hadn't planned on. Re RR: I messaged him asking when would be convenient to speak. He missed called me when I was at a NA meeting and messaged me that he was on the plane and would try later or tomorrow. On the…
Journey to life 