Dialogue with myself about Hope and Destruction

19th July 2020 E, who is running the show?Life, I think.What does 'Life' look like?Not Life. Hope is.What does 'Hope' look like?Not like Destruction. What does Destruction look like?I can't see because it is so all encompassing that it is everything so not possible to define it.What does Hope want?Love.Can you give Hope Love?No. I…

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I hate the superiority complex I have.

I learnt something about myself in the last few days that I absolutely hate. I'm trying to never say I hate myself. I abhor this trait I have. I detest what I learnt about myself. It goes against all my values and beliefs. Something about myself is that I love everyone. That I care for…

Sitting with reality

Something just happened. It huts too close to home for me to write about it yet. And, I don't know how to handle it or what to do with myself. I don't feel anything for it would hurt too much so it doesn't yet hurt at all. Just sitting with itJust being with itThe I…

Today has been today.

Today has been. Today. Today has been today. How profound is that? This morning I was messaging TC (a friend) which was good. T always makes me smile. Even just thinking of her. And she shared something cool with me. This morning as in my kind of 'morning'. This afternoon went out. Was just really…

Letter to myself: 3rd April 2020

Dear E Good morning! Welcome to a new day. E, I just wanted to tell you that I'm with you, and that you aren't alone. You've got this. There is a lot going on in your head. You don't have to figure it all out. There is a lot going on in the world and…

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I'm freaking out. And, I don't know how to do it. I don't think how to handle freaking out. I don't know how to be with it. I guess I do know. Freak out. Know it's okay. Just be with it. Sounds so simple. It should be simple. It isn't simple. Coz I don't know…

Why do I feel nothing? By Eggshell Therapy

I was just going through my elizareasonstolive.com posts to see what I can copy, and I saw this post. A lot of people here may appreciate it. At the time I found it really helpful (although I should probably reread before posting, which, I'm not doing). Love, light and glitter Another post copied from eggshell therapy.…