I saw my GP today. Last week wrote up with him a referral for the CMHT. I asked him for a copy of the letter the therapist from primary care services sent to him. I called up primary care services for a copy and they told me my GP can give me a copy. Her…
Today has been today.
Today has been. Today. Today has been today. How profound is that? This morning I was messaging TC (a friend) which was good. T always makes me smile. Even just thinking of her. And she shared something cool with me. This morning as in my kind of 'morning'. This afternoon went out. Was just really…
Dialogue with myself re self harm
I wrote this out last night (including these bracketed annotations that explain all that I mean), and it got deleted (thanks wordpress), so I'm writing it out again. I wrote to myself which didn't help at all, so decided to try this. Eliza, what is going on? I want to burn myself So why aren't…
Dialogue with myself (Trigger warning – self harm)
Why did you buy cocodamol? I want it. (Stamps imaginary foot in head) You're allowed to want it I'm not. You're allowed to want everything E. Literally everything. I'm not E, you're allowed to want everything. I can't. What can’t you? Be. Okay. You can though. Not. Am I going to change your mind? You can’t. It’s…
Journey to life 