I've an appointment with the CMHT (community mental health team) tomorrow morning - this morning really. My alarm is set for about 6.5 hours from now. Was messing with burning which I don't count as burning because it doesn't scar. Finally stopped. I don't feel nervous at all. I guess I am in some way.…
Trigger warning.
Not for under 18s. There's nothing to write for it's all just lies and more lies. I don't know what's reality and what's not. What's reality? Right now I'm sitting on the floor leaning against my bed. I feel the floor. I feel the bed. I feel tears in my eyes. I see the screen.…
Protected: It’s okay
There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.
Random thoughts/update. TW.
I'm trigger warning this because I have no idea what I'll be writing and I don't need to filter what I say. It's easier for me to just write. SG I trust you to choose. This week has been long. I slept last night! I woke up a few times but I actually slept. That's…
The Do’s and Don’ts of supporting someone in a mental health crisis
This article is really great... https://www.healthline.com/health/mental-health/supporting-someone-in-a-mental-health-crisis#Being-supportive-of-someone-in-crisis-is-never-easy Love, light and glitter
Do I password protect my last posts?
I'm thinking about this. About password protecting my last posts. Because they're on the darker side and that's not what my blog is meant to be about. I don't care for my sake if they're up. I posted them, and it helped me to write, and you people here have been invaluable. Thank you for…
Today has been today.
Today has been. Today. Today has been today. How profound is that? This morning I was messaging TC (a friend) which was good. T always makes me smile. Even just thinking of her. And she shared something cool with me. This morning as in my kind of 'morning'. This afternoon went out. Was just really…
Random thoughts
I don't know if I should write this or not. But it's probably better to than thinking about it. Just a lot of thoughts coming together to create a picture. Yesterday I was telling my sister that my parents should have known I was physically sensitive. I didn't know this until a couple weeks ago…
Rambling 98673
I'm wondering if it was my imagination that I was okay. Took cocodamol and if I wasn't cutting off I would be scaring myself. I'm not crossing into the danger zone as of now but way too close for my liking. It wasn't meant to be this way. I thought that was it with self…
Journey to life 