Relationships, boundaries and responsibility 2

I began writing about saying no. And I wanted to continue it. https://www.instagram.com/p/CG4z2--D-Cu/?igshid=1uxak0kmhdnoo I said no. I actually said no. It's both strange, and awesome. Amazing that I put myself first. I was asked to do something really small. It wasn't really what I was asked to do that was hard. It was that she…

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When there’s nothing to say…

Trigger warning suicidality. ... the past week has been chaotic. Chaotic is an understatement. And there is no way I'd ever write in public what I'm thinking or doing at the time. I wouldn't even wrote it in password protected posts. Because they could be read. Even though I know most people don't read them.…

In a years time I want to…

I'd appreciate thoughts. I think I'm being really realistic here although it's noncomprehensive as was just writing (I can only 'just write', I don't know how to edit or alter what I say. I only know how to just let my pen or in this case finger talk). I think it's realistic because I didn't…

LTM: 14th September 2020

Dear E Welcome to a new day. Of possibility. Of hope. Of sunshine. I just wanted to drop you a line to tell you how proud I am of you.I'm proud that you're here.I'm proud of you for choosing life, or not choosing death- the easy way out.I'm proud of you for practicing mindfulness.I'm proud…

Journaling 103 (9) TW

I've nothing to say. I wrote 2 more pages in my gratitude journal. Aiming for 2700 for when I'm 27. I'm weird. This is one of the things I journalled about today. I see myself to getting to 2700 gratitudes. I don't know if there's a point buying new things or getting the tooth work…

I want to stop using.

There. I said it. I want to stop using. I don't like to post twice in a day. But I'm going to post this anyways... I feel like I can't breathe. I'm scared to want to stop. I'm scared because I know I need it. I'm scared because it gives me a handle on life.…

Trigger warning.

Not for under 18s. There's nothing to write for it's all just lies and more lies. I don't know what's reality and what's not. What's reality? Right now I'm sitting on the floor leaning against my bed. I feel the floor. I feel the bed. I feel tears in my eyes. I see the screen.…