Someone on instagram followed me. I have an account where I post gridded pictures of myself- a fun distraction (you can ask for the account link, either I’ll give it to you or I won’t). I don’t really follow anyone there for it’s just a distract E place…
I messaged her to ask if I knew her. She just replied to me with her name…
Remember that person I mentioned from school that I feel like she bullied me though I don’t remember, and feel like she used to get some of my classmates to do the same – I can tell you which classmates, but I have no idea if it’s true or not.
Who said that’s even her name? Who said it’s her? The picture of kids on her profile is too cute. And if it’s her, why on earth would she choose to follow me? And why that account not my photography account?
And and and.
I wish I could cry. I can’t. I wish I could freak out externally. I can’t. The only thing I can probably do is cut off. And. I don’t know. I just don’t know.
And I’d just begun to listen to a gorgeous message from someone describing me, she was making me smile. And this message had the gal to interrupt a message I finally got to listen to that I was excited to hear cuz the person has sunshine in their voice. Which I can’t listen to now. And who said it’s even her???? And and and and. Or as someone often texts me hopmnbillo5ecs247vo07jbxaqw258bkp0yvxdq14tczsdvjipp96hmvd21qadzxvnmmlljhy790ljvdwryckolbdwtuoplknnmbvxzzassdfghjklpoiuytreeqaswedrfthyhujikilpmnjbivyctxrze
Edit. And I feel bad cuz I only use this place to vent and I’m barely here for any of you and it’s not fair of me and and and. Let’s just cut off. Which is easy to do.