I wonder what happens if I stop trying.
Love, light and glitter
Edit: Do you flip between modes? If so, what is it like for you? (I mean like now, I’m giving an example in case you aren’t sure what I mean, I really wanted to use, wrote about it a lot, just so badly wanting to mess up. To the as of this moment complete okayness -a mixture of cutting off, it’s not the tuning out for wasn’t tuned in, and just not needing to use at all and happy to live life).
Journey to life 
I have tried and am tired, too, Eliza. After the weekend I am going to start taking Duloxetine as my psychiatrist suggested. He pointedly remarked at our last appointment that my depression/anxiety was biological, so really only medication will help.
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Good for you! I hope it is really helpful……
I once got my dr to refer me to a psych and the psych wasn’t at all helpful, basically didn’t think medication would help or he would help (asides that he was a waste of time and money, though I’m sure most aren’t).
Love, light and glitter
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It took me many years to find the right doctor/treatment. Good luck to you, Eliza. ❤️
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The “I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired” has always been an important reminder for me.
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🙂 I love that one. I wish it were always a choice.
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Ps, how come your comments are usually in bold?
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Magic 😉
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You believe in magic?
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You don’t?
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I believe in glitter and love.
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Sometimes just the tedium of our every day life is enough to put you in a funk.
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((((hugs))))
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Sending ((((hugs)))) back to you!
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