I wonder what happens if I stop trying.
Love, light and glitter
Edit: Do you flip between modes? If so, what is it like for you? (I mean like now, I’m giving an example in case you aren’t sure what I mean, I really wanted to use, wrote about it a lot, just so badly wanting to mess up. To the as of this moment complete okayness -a mixture of cutting off, it’s not the tuning out for wasn’t tuned in, and just not needing to use at all and happy to live life).