I want to text RR and ask if we can speak. I’m scared to text, though I know he’ll say okay and that even if he doesn’t respond I’m no worse off than I am now, for at the moment I’m not in touch.
Made a follow up appointment with this person who came last Monday for Thursday. Next Thursday I’ve a GP appointment.
My world is a mixture of good and bad. Darkness is just a lack of light.
So long as there is life there is hope.
Love, light and glitter
Eliza
Journey to life 
Text RR. Sounds like you need him.
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I do. I’m scared to and don’t know what I’m going to write. Until I do I can’t text….
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Be succinct with what you need. Someone who understands you will know how to respond.
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I just want to ask him if we can speak. Not going to say more in a text. Way too much background for that. And we haven’t spoken in 3 months.
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Oh I see. I wish I could somehow help you more but you probably just need to give it a go and see what happens. Let me know how you get on.
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Exactly. I just need to send a message. First thing tomorrow. I can’t tonight as I don’t want to speak tonight and I’m scared he’ll call. Lol. I never used to know that anxiety was a part of my world and still wonder at times if it is
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Yeah, I understand that. There’s nothing worse than when you are happy messaging and they call you. Heightens existing anxieties.
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Dropped you a message, hope you are okay.
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I am okay. Haven’t looked at my laptop if that’s what you mean. Enjoy Spain!! And thanks for being here tonight.
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Any time
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What did you mean when you said you dropped me a message?
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Sent a message on the contact thing
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I thought you meant something like that. I asked coz I didn’t get it. It wasn’t wrong at all. I was touched and looked forward to seeing it. Is there a contact form on my site?
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There is. Tried the alternative email address now.
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I’ll fetch my laptop when I’m really up. I’ll have to check the site too – I only really use the reader. Thank you..!
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Thanks. And, thanks.
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You’re never alone
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That was probably the wrong thing to do, sorry.
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I’m not liking this because I’m sad you think that. I know I responded but wanted to day I read this (like to me often really should have a different button such as I hear, relate, feel the same, understand.
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Hope it goes well tomorrow for you Eliza.
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